Darkness descending and fog fills the air
I look all around me, there’s nobody there
I feel so alone now, too much so to bear
My days filled with pain now, but I no longer care.
Dismal grey days and dark lonely nights
It hurts upon waking, sleep fills me with fright
The nightmares still linger, with no end in sight
No safety, no security, just doesn’t feel right.
It often feels hopeless, this state that I’m in
Sad and depressing, no sign it will end
I drift through the days, hoping for peace
Don’t know where I’m going, less so where I’ve been.
The tears almost comfort me
The fear helps me see
The loneliness part of me
Dark won’t let me be.
It all will end someday
I pray that it’s true
Somehow, in some way
But for now I’ve no clue.